Friday, July 27, 2012

Standing Out.

It is not easy to stand out these days. In a world where trends run like wild fire, and ideas are quickly shared, the original, becomes the fad all too quickly. Everyone is guilty of this to some extent. But where do you draw the line? Where does inspiration end and being a copy-cat begin? Inspiration is a wonderful thing. I love to be inspiration. I also, love to be inspired. There are many people who inspire me. In fact, most people I meet do. The line gets drawn when people forget completely about who they are and perpetually live off of others. 

I have been struggling for a long while to find my place. I have been looking for something to call my own.  I tried many things to appease my inner need. And it seemed that whatever I did, there was someone behind me, following and reliving. I became really frustrated with it. To the point where I gave up a small business that I started and put a lot of time into. All of the things I tried were short-lived. I just didn't want to be doing what everyone else was doing. I have always been a leader, so to speak. I hated to live in shadows. It discouraged me so, that I decided to step away from everything I was doing. My mother's voice came into play. She once told me, 

"Lauren, since you were a child, you have been different. 
You have always done what you wanted, regardless of what anyone thought. 
You are full of wonder. Your way of thinking and living, is unique. 
People are drawn to that. People are intrigued by that."
These words sat with me a long while. Although I didn't truly understand them, yet. I took a break and thought about who I was and who I wanted to be. Were these endeavors for real? Or were they merely phases in my life?  They were fun to do, But...they were more of a hobby and not what I wanted to be doing 5 years from now. My heart was else where....somewhere that it has always been since I was old enough to hold a pencil. I just wanted something for my own. When I came across my first blog. I had no idea what a blog was. I saw that someone was sharing their life & words through their blog and it was exactly what I needed in my life. I remember when I first started blogging, I tried to write about what I thought others would want to hear. I scoped out other blogs and wrote about similar things and posted similar photos. 
Hypocrite much? 

But I didn't get many new followers. And I wasn't getting anything out of writing either. I was writing and posting for someone else....and I had no idea who that someone else was! Early on, I caught that and reminded myself, "This is for me, not anyone else. I'm going to write for me. And if others don't like that, they don't have to read it." It was after this mind frame change, that I really started to love blogging. People started to visit my blog more often, my daily hits went up and it seemed effortless.
That was when it dawned on me: When I am completely me, people are drawn to it, without effort.  It was almost as if they could tell when I was trying to write and when I was truly writing for me. I think that most people can tell the difference. I know I can.That is why I am always genuine. Now, I never post something that isn't truly me. I may be inspired by someone, but I take that and mold it into my own. I don't plagiarize it. Same goes for life. I never do something because someone else does it. I do things because I want to.  And I write because it's in my blood. It's a passion. 
Over the last 9 months, I have grown as a blogger. I have changed things/ideas on my blog, many times and found my place. I have discovered more about myself.  I think it is important to be yourself. You can try to mimic other's lives or go along with the latest fad, it's easy to do. But at the end of the day, who are you really? Have you fallen off your own path while following along on someone else's? Maybe you don't think that your ideas or life are good enough or interesting?

The Lesson I've learned:
People are always going to jump on the band wagon, imitate, and follow. But the one thing that sets me apart, is that I am who I am.  No one can ever take that from me. As I go about life, I make sure that I stay true to me. I was so busy trying to find something that was all my own, that I didn't realize I already had something that was just mine. It had been with me since I was born. It was my gift, my coping mechanism and my passion. Writing. There is no one that can take that from me. Because it is me. (And thank God for Copyrights, lol)  I say we all find who we truly are in life, and we just be it. Don't look so hard to others to be someone or something. You won't find it. Because who you really are, and the way to stand out, lies inside of you. It's who you've always been. You would be surprised by how many people will be drawn to the real you. 

25 comments:

  1. This is such a great post, thank you. Its a little intimidating and discouraging to start a new blog and be completely yourself. You kind of feel as though you should be doing and saying the same things as other bloggers. Your words ring so very true, nobody wants to read the same blog post over and over, and its your own originality that will draw people in. You are so very right, and a huge inspiration btw, not to do the same [although its awesome in my opinion], but to do the opposite, and set yourself apart!
    Lissa

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  2. gosh, i can relate to this post so much. i feel like when i first starting blogging, i was very honest, but held back so much for fear of what others would think. not many people might agree, being that i did write about very personal things about me and our journey. but, still...i grew over the past year and a half. and when i read through my posts, i see that. i am not different. but more true to myself. and not scared of what anyone thinks. it's like you said "you don't like it...then don't read it!" and it feels amazing to know that so many people out there support you and don't judge. i have met more open-minded, good-hearted people than i could ever had imagined.
    you are one of them.
    have a sweet weekend!! <3
    xoxox
    maria

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  3. I'm telling you girl. BIG. This post really stuck with me.

    BIG BIG BIG. You just wait ;)

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  4. I love this. Somehow mama's always know what to say.
    You just gained another follower for sure.
    Thank you.

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  5. Love your honesty and wisdom here. Love your blog - you inspire me! :)

    ps - love the song "Paperweight" from Dear John that's on your playlist.

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  6. Hi there! Came acrossed your blog through a couple other ones. I love your latest post on standing out. I am still learning things myself. Your blog is great! Hope you are enjoying your weekend. :)

    Courtney @ MamaAndAMartini

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  7. Found your blog through Sunday Social. I just ended a relationship that sounds so much like the one you were in. Thank you for sharing your story and happy ending!

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  8. Very well said girl! and i think this is something most bloggers go through at some point. it's hard not to constantly compare yourself to others but i'm glad you found a way to stay genuinely you :)

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  9. Wise words, thank you for writing this!

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  22. I loved reading this because it is so funny I had written this whole huge long post about all these different things that I felt in my heart about my blog and me. It's such a coincidence I come across this. However, I do admit to struggling with saying some things. My blog is for me not for anybody else, write from the heart. This is a beautiful post so thank you for writing this! I get where you are coming from and I have the same idea as you I like being inspired and I like to be an inspiration to others. Thank you, thank you, thank you again! <3

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